I wish this ramadhan will be the best ramadhan for me . But you know what ? this ramadhan will be the most ramadhan i will remember in my life . However i could tell this because this ramadhan really full of wonderful and bad memory .
The sweet memory is , this ramadhan is the best ramadhan in my life i thought and another / dll .
The dilemma is this ramadhan shows the truth disease that i had . before this when i went to private clinic them never tell me bout this . u know ?
My blood pressure really high till i need goes to clinic everyday to check my blood pressure .
On my thought too , this year "raya" doesn't mean anything to me , maybe ? 1st because " saya dah besar" sec i have no mood to celebrate this raya . arghhh
Today i went to 1Malaysia clinic to having a blood pressure test , and my blood up from the first day i test , you know what ? i am really shock today . my feeling was really unhappy .
I don't know what has happened to me , when the doctor/pa keep asking me about the thing play around in my mind i said " Bang , saya rasa fikiran saya tenang je acane boleh kena blood pressure ni ? " and fortunately lah the doctor helpers was really kind to me , and handsome! sedap mata memandang lah , if tak kalau kena yang muka bengis , memang makin tinggi blood pressure i kot ? nasib jugak kena check dengan doktor/pa lelaki , kalau doktor perempuan segan i :P
Yeah maybe on my thinking there was nothing i think or play around in my mind , but the fact is there a many thing in my life .
Maybe i keep think about :
The university that i had cancelled the registeration tempoh hari .
My study maybe ? the assignment berlambak .
My future kot lah ?
My sem1 stpm exam coming on november .
Doctor keep always asking me to having a great rest , but in my mind kalau nak tenangkan diri kena balik kl lah kekdahnya , duduk rumah abah . takpun i kena balik kl stay rumah papa for a few weeks or month maybe ? but how about my study if i'm going kl ? uwaaaa .
semoga cepatlah turun wahai blood pressure , kalau i boleh mandrem blood pressure nih dah lama i mandrem supaya blah dari diri i , ekeke just kidding .
Apapun ini ujian ALLAH . hehe :)
this is one my favourite food after blognese spaghetti .
kuetiaw kungfu abang sally . demong caffe ,
Thanks pray for me kay ?