Monday, March 3, 2014

Sadness is the beginning of march !

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

Bila aku sedih , aku buka blog . aku hentam saja apa aku nak tulis dalam ni , sedih sedih . Aku manusia yang susah nak nangis kalau benda tak penting, aku kawal air mata aku . tapi lepas dengar ayat dari sahabat aku yang aku sayang buat aku sedih . phewww manja. kbai terima kasih amir atas ayat yang buat airmata saya menitis . 

Each day I live, the pain consumes
What little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a cloud of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog

Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?

Depressed to a fault, that all I see
Death just seems like the only way for me
A waste of time, I feel I am
But that's its nature, a full mind jam

I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Makes me want to end it today

Uncomfortable around others for the way I feel
I pray and wish this all wasn't real
Life just seems more like a prison
Caged, alone, an abomination risen

No one could ever understand
Why I would want my death sooner than planned
Its not something I want for me
But to end my suffering this is what has to be

So I write this all as I fall from grace
Down to this place, some barren waste
I know not how much longer I will last
But all I can do, is pray that this will just pass.

Thanks for reading !