Friday, April 18, 2014

Feeling Vulnerable !

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

Anwer the salam first :)

I wonder how many times i've been lied to, no matter how big, small, flat or justified the lie. I admit, i may be having regrets in showing how gullible i can be. I've noticed that some people either take advantage of this or even make fun of me, even if it's just for a joke. Look, it's not that i don't have a sense of humour, but being reminded at how easily it is to be played with something untruthful and trusting someone to believe that it was the truth? It hurts. I don't care if it's a joke, if you didn't mean it, or if you lied to me to save your own back or whatever. I'm courageously saying that i don't deserve it, that having the ability to put trust on someone i thought i could rely on isn't something to be taken lightly of.

Tolong la, when i give my trusted to you please aaaa appreciate sikit .

I just noticed that i have been fooled for a long time, penipuan berkaitan hati -- ( bukan soal cinta okay ) tapi FRIENDSHIP .

Ujian kali ni amat berat bagi aku, aku jenis hati sensitif pantang kena cuit sikit mulalah membara sana sini , kenapa tiap kali perhubungan mesti ada orang ketiga, i mean me and my bestfriend lah, kenapa ? Allahurabbi .

All i'm saying is, please don't lie to me because you know that i'll believe you, that i trust you. One tiny mistake, and that trust will be shattered into a million pieces and well, goodluck in gluing it back together.

bila aku sedih , pantai adalah tempat yang paling perghhh untuk aku meluahkan kesedihan aku --